Killing My Spare Time

What a boring time that i have, just sleeping all day and at the afternoon i just was drag my ass to campus and have done nothing but listening music and downloading some movies.

You know what? i have been thinking about something, to figure some answer for my big question. "What i have to do with 5, 7, or 10 million rupiah?" it's exciting but i have no idea about what exactly that i have to do with that.

Honestly, i have some ideas that i think it might be great, but there is a lot of risk that i have to take and my capital holder doesn't agree about something that take a lot of risk. Suddently, he just hit me with some critics without any solution, yeah, maybe it is my job to figure it out, but i trying to find out, and the money will come down in a month.

FOR GOD SAKE!! what i have to do?!!

Honest

A couple days ago i lost my wallet and i was panicking at the time, trying to find it every inch of my room, but i couldn't find it.

Suddenly, it's just like came from nowhere and hided under my bed cover that i have been tried to find it there. Fortunately, all the things inside still complete, but i still suspecting one person, my big brother, because he was trying to teasing me by hiding my wallet.

But, you know what? the thing that made me upset is why he didn't just give it back to me hand to hand, not like this, it's just like he didn't want to admit what he just did. If he wan't to tease me, it's okay, but if it's just like this, i just lost my trust on him, it's like i can't believe on his word anymore.

What a jerk...

I just getting bored by this long-long vacation, a lot of thing that i want to do, but nothing that i can do, what a such a jerk i am.

All i can do is just thinking about nonsense that i can't even figured how i can think about that from the first time. I just like a chicken that dreaming to be a bird.

I hope that someday, there will be someone that can change my life, oh no,no,no.. someone that can make me extremely wanted to change my own life...